i have been watching your channel for awhile and have debated commenting. i am a survivor of mind control and have been diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder. As i have gotten to know the parts in my system i have come to know some of what i was involved in from 1984 - 2006 (with abductions/attempted reprogramming until 2011). i saw all this to say, this is very real and to anyone like myself. You are not ALONE!